[Intro]
It doesn't fAmeel right with you gFone
It hurts too Ammuch to be left alFone
I Gknow I was nAmever in your pFlans
But it doesn't fAmeel right in her bGed
It hurts to know
[Verse 1]
Yeah, if only I knew to Amlove you, I would lose me
Or wake up just to go back asleep
FI hope you and him live happily
But the memories, girl, you gon' have to keep
All the Amlies that you told me are on repeat
I don't know what's real, you lied through your teeth
If I could Ftake the feelings that I have for you
Just like our pics, I'd press delGete
I've been cAmontemplatin' a hundred times
About a hundred facts I found out were lies
FI know you used me just to pass the time
But you could never say I didn't fucking try
What you Ammeant to me is what I mean to art
It was real with you from the fuckin' start
GYou played games with my fuckin' heart
And after you, I fell a-fuckin'-part, damn
AmI know we weren't perfect, I guess I thought we were worth it
I guess your lFove was uncertain, you're busy at the club flirtin'
Friends just keep feedin' you bourbon
AmCar smellin' like his cologne and your weed
For months I would think, "Is he better than me?"
FI know that he can't love you better than me
I wonder, was it your intention to cheat?
Can't Ambelieve I believed you
Keep telling myself I don't need you
When talking to Fher, I just see you
Alone, but surrounded by people
Maybe one day you'll Amchange and he'll reap the benefits
'Cause all you left me were questions and pain
Don't know why I cGare if you're feelin' the same
I need to just get you up out of my brain (It hurts to know)
[Pre-Chorus]
I know I was Amnever the plan
You're not the you you would claim
You're not the Fperson I met
Don't know the you you became
Was addictAmed though to the pain
And the constant games that you play
Just bGeing real when I say that still (It hurts to know)
And I tAmried to give you a chance
But things were never the same
I ended Fup all alone
You ended up with a lame
Was addicAmted though to the pain
And the constant games that you play
Just being Greal when I say that still (It hurts to know)
[Chorus]
It doesn't fAmeel right with you gFone
It hurts too Ammuch to be left alFone
I Gknow I was nAmever in your pFlans
But it doesn't fAmeel right in her bGed
It hurts to know
[Verse 2]
Still, Fyou're who my family adores
Maybe that's why it's hard to ignGore you
AmAfter all of the time that we spent
Sad to think that I still didn't know you
Woke up in a cFity that we've never Cbeen to
I wish I could show you
Even my mGusic, I put it below you
Just know I woulda done anything for you (It hurts to know)
Remember I tFold you I felt inadequate
Because you came from a family with money
And Gme, I have nAmothing, I work as a waiter
With visions of turning myself into something
The music was buFzzing, but I couldn't pay for a bill
Off of pCeople just saying they love it
Had class in the Gmorning, had work in the evening
Then write through the night with no food in my stomach (It hurts to know)
Just know that it's Fhard
Damn, girl, it's so fucking hard
I keep tellin' mysGelf that I Amneed to move on
But it's hard to get close when you have up a guard
I know everything cFhanged, the old me would prolly feel shame
For the bottles I've Cbought on my card
You would go to the Gbar while I was stuck working the double
To pay for the tank in my car (It hurts to know)
And I guess that it's bFest I pretend like I don't give a fuck
Even though, to be real, I'm a mess
I've been tGrying to fAmind anything I can find
Just to fill in the hole in my chest
And it's sad to Fbelieve that a picture with me
Is a Cpicture of you and an ex
You should Gknow that it takes everything within me
To delete when I'm sending a text, like
[Chorus]
It doesn't fAmeel right with you gFone
It hurts too Ammuch to be left alFone (It hurts to know)
I Gknow I was nAmever in your pFlans (It hurts to know)
And I ain't just cAman't get you out my Ghead
It hurts to knowF