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Suicidal Thoughts

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[Hook: Jake Hill]
CI'm not suicidal I don't wAmanna fucking die
Just Cwanna be able to close my eEmyes and feel alright
But every Cday I feel like dAmying
Every dCay I feel like dyEming (dying...)
[Verse 1: Josh A]
CWhy do I even try?
Why do I eAmven write lyrics about how I'm lCiving the life when I'm battling pain and my Emdemons at night
Trying to find a new Coutlet
The devil pounced in
I hear him hAmowling, my vision clouded
Man I tCried to escape but there ain't no way
TEmry to be strong when I deal with the pain
(Cyuh) Put a bitch in the coffinAm, so my family has optionsC  
Gonna work till' I'm deadEm  
So that they get the best
CDon't wanna set up a bad example cause' Amkids looking up
Can't leave them in shambles can't Cmake them think clocking out is ok
So Emfuck suicide I'm here to stay
[Chorus: Josh A]
Try to fCree my mind
I don't Amknow what's right
Wasting aCll my time, trying to Emfind the light
Try to fCree my mind
I don't kAmnow what's right
Wasting aCll my time, trying to Emfind the light
(nah, nah)
CI'll be out here running, I'll be rAmunning from myself now
CGunning demons down find my Emway out of this cell now
CI'll be out here running, I'll be rAmunning from myself now
CGunning demons down find my Emway out of this cell now
[Hook: Jake Hill]
CI'm not suicidal I don't wAmanna fucking die
Just Cwanna be able to close my eEmyes and feel alright
But every Cday I feel like dAmying
Every dCay I feel like dyEming (dying...)
[Verse 2: Jake Hill]
COne too many bad thoughts inside me
Got a Amhole in my heart put the past behind me
I'm Cpressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my Embreath is ice
I guess I might just Cbottle it up some more just like always
BAmarely standing, crawling down the hallways
CSink into my bed, with Emdeath inside my head
(Yeah) That Cnote you found I didn't mean it
Just wAmish I had a better sense of meaning
Never Cmeant to let you down
I've been down now Emracing thoughts had to drown them out
(Fuck)
Never Cgiving in I swear to god, no Ammatter how many times I pray to a god
I dCon't believe in just to see if I will Emnever wake up
But he called my bluff
[Chorus: Josh A]
Try to fCree my mind
I don't Amknow what's right
Wasting aCll my time, trying to Emfind the light
Try to fCree my mind
I don't kAmnow what's right
Wasting aCll my time, trying to Emfind the light
(nah, nah)
CI'll be out here running, I'll be rAmunning from myself now
CGunning demons down find my Emway out of this cell now
CI'll be out here running, I'll be rAmunning from myself now
CGunning demons down find my Emway out of this cell now
[Hook: Jake Hill]
CI'm not suicidal I don't wAmanna fucking die
Just Cwanna be able to close my eEmyes and feel alright
But every Cday I feel like dAmying
Every dCay I feel like dyEming (dying...)
CI'm not suicidal I don't wAmanna fucking die
Just Cwanna be able to close my eEmyes and feel alright
But every Cday I feel like dAmying
Every dCay I feel like dyEming (dying...)

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Suicidal Thoughts

by Josh A & Jake Hill

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[Hook: Jake Hill]

C Am

I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die

C Em

Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright

C Am

But every day I feel like dying

C Em

Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

[Verse 1: Josh A]

Why do I even try?

Am C Em

Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night

Trying to find a new outlet

The devil pounced in

I hear him howling, my vision clouded

Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way

Try to be strong when I deal with the pain

C Am C

(yuh) Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options

Gonna work till' I'm dead

So that they get the best

C Am

Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up

Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok

So fuck suicide I'm here to stay

[Chorus: Josh A]

Try to free my mind

I don't know what's right

C Em

Wasting all my time, trying to find the light

Try to free my mind

I don't know what's right

C Em

Wasting all my time, trying to find the light

(nah, nah)

C Am

I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now

C Em

Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now

C Am

I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now

C Em

Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now

[Hook: Jake Hill]

C Am

I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die

C Em

Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright

C Am

But every day I feel like dying

C Em

Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

[Verse 2: Jake Hill]

One too many bad thoughts inside me

Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me

C Em

I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice

I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always

Barely standing, crawling down the hallways

C Em

Sink into my bed, with death inside my head

(Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it

Just wish I had a better sense of meaning

Never meant to let you down

I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out

(Fuck)

C Am

Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god

C Em

I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up

But he called my bluff

[Chorus: Josh A]

Try to free my mind

I don't know what's right

C Em

Wasting all my time, trying to find the light

Try to free my mind

I don't know what's right

C Em

Wasting all my time, trying to find the light

(nah, nah)

C Am

I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now

C Em

Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now

C Am

I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now

C Em

Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now

[Hook: Jake Hill]

C Am

I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die

C Em

Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright

C Am

But every day I feel like dying

C Em

Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

C Am

I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die

C Em

Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright

C Am

But every day I feel like dying

C Em

Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

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