{"source":"Free Chord Book","source_url":"https://www.free-chords.com","license_note":"Free for personal use. Lyrics and compositions © their respective songwriters and publishers.","tab_id":2686659,"song":"Not My Own","artist":"Caleb Hyles","content_type":"chord","tab_type":"Chords","url":"https://www.free-chords.com/song/11524087-not-my-own-chords-by-caleb-hyles/","api_url":"https://www.free-chords.com/api/v1/songs/2686659?type=chord","rating":0.0762,"votes":0,"content":"[Intro]\r\n[ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n\r\n[Verse 1]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   I've had enough I've had enough[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   I've taken all this time in my head[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]Gb[/ch]\r\n   No further along, I can't resolve[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]E[/ch]                                   [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\n   Stop wondering \"why\" it's such a silly question[/tab]\r\n\r\n[Verse 2]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   Pardon my misdirection[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   I tend to deflect when I'm feeling threatened[/tab]\r\n[tab]  [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nI know I'm just a bag of bones[/tab]\r\n[tab]         [ch]E[/ch]              [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nSo then, why the ache inside?[/tab]\r\n\r\n[Chorus]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   My life is not my own[/tab]\r\n[tab]      [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nor at least not what it seems[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nThe child before with brightest dreams[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nAwoken to unflinching reality[/tab]\r\n\r\n[tab]      [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\nI can claim I have control[/tab]\r\n[tab]                    [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nbut the truth never listens to you or me[/tab]\r\n[tab]                [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nThe sooner that I am crushed by time[/tab]\r\n[tab]                 [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nThe sooner I can finally be set free[/tab]\r\n\r\nCan we be free?\r\n\r\n[ch]Ab[/ch] [ch]Ab[/ch] [ch]Gb[/ch] [ch]E[/ch] [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\n\r\n[Verse 3]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   Remember Katie back in high school[/tab]\r\n\r\n   and the way she smiled and smelled when she flipped her hair\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   Remember staring at the ceiling[/tab]\r\n\r\n   and the pit inside your stomach when you found out she doesn't care\r\n[tab][ch]Gb[/ch]\r\n  Remember listening to your best friend[/tab]\r\n\r\ntell her abuser that she will be alright?\r\n[tab][ch]E[/ch]                                                   [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nRemember feeling like a feeling maybe felt a little freeing,[/tab]\r\n\r\n but forgot that you were dead inside\r\n\r\n[Pre-Chorus]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   I've got perspective now[/tab]\r\n\r\nand the world isn't so small\r\n[tab]           [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nBut this reality makes me just not want[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]E[/ch]               [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nwant to live at all[/tab]\r\n\r\n[Chorus]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   My life is not my own[/tab]\r\n[tab]      [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nor at least not what it seems[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nThe child before with brightest dreams[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nAwoken to unflinching reality[/tab]\r\n\r\n[tab]      [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\nI can claim I have control[/tab]\r\n[tab]                    [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nbut the truth never listens to you or me[/tab]\r\n[tab]                [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nThe sooner that I am crushed by time[/tab]\r\n[tab]                 [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nThe sooner I can finally be set free[/tab]\r\n\r\nCan we be free?\r\n\r\n[Bridge]\r\n[ch]Db[/ch] [ch]Db[/ch] [ch]Cm[/ch] [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n[ch]Db[/ch] [ch]Db[/ch] [ch]Cm[/ch] [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n\r\n[tab]           [ch]Db[/ch]\r\nI'm at the ending, I see my family[/tab]\r\n[tab]              [ch]Cm[/ch]             [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\nbut we're not broken, we are mending[/tab]\r\n[tab]           [ch]Db[/ch]\r\nAnd all my loved ones, they are surrounding[/tab]\r\n[tab]           [ch]Cm[/ch]               [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\nThe fear inside my heart escaping[/tab]\r\n[tab]          [ch]Db[/ch]\r\nAnd suffering has lost its meaning[/tab]\r\n[tab]              [ch]Cm[/ch]                 [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\nand grief and joy, they are both dancing[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Db[/ch]\r\nI hold them close and tell them \"I'm sorry\"[/tab]\r\n[tab]              [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nand they just smile and say[/tab]\r\n\r\nYou were never\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]      [ch]Db[/ch]\r\n  alone[/tab]\r\n\r\n[tab][ch]Eb[/ch]       [ch]Ab[/ch]     [ch]Db[/ch]\r\nYou were never alone[/tab]\r\n[tab]                              [ch]Cm[/ch]\r\nThis life is cruel, but has potential[/tab]\r\n[tab]                  [ch]Ab[/ch]              [ch]Db[/ch]\r\nThere's something greater than we know[/tab]\r\n[tab]                                 [ch]Cm[/ch]\r\nWhy have meaning when there's no meaning[/tab]\r\n[tab]        [ch]Ab[/ch]                  [ch]Db[/ch]\r\nThe evolution of our understanding[/tab]\r\n[tab]                               [ch]Cm[/ch]\r\nCreating purpose where pain resided[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Ab[/ch]                   [ch]Db[/ch]\r\nand telling ourselves that it's normal[/tab]\r\n[tab]                               [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nIf this is living then tell me what do I do now?[/tab]\r\n\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\nDo we all just carry on?[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]                    [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nCan we all just carry on?[/tab]\r\n\r\n[Chorus]\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   My life is not my own[/tab]\r\n[tab]      [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nor at least not what it seems[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nThe child before with brightest dreams[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nAwoken to unflinching reality[/tab]\r\n\r\n[tab]      [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\nI can claim I have control[/tab]\r\n[tab]                    [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nbut the truth never listens to you or me[/tab]\r\n[tab]                [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nThe sooner that I am crushed by time[/tab]\r\n[tab]                 [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nThe sooner I can finally be set free[/tab]\r\n\r\n[tab][ch]Ab[/ch]\r\n   My life is not my own[/tab]\r\n[tab]      [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nor at least not what it seems[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nThe child before with brightest dreams[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nAwoken to unflinching reality[/tab]\r\n\r\n[tab]      [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\nI can claim I have control[/tab]\r\n[tab]                    [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nbut the truth never listens to you or me[/tab]\r\n[tab]                [ch]Gb[/ch]\r\nThe sooner that I am crushed by time[/tab]\r\n[tab]                 [ch]Eb[/ch]\r\nThe sooner I can finally be set free[/tab]\r\n\r\n[tab]                [ch]Ab[/ch]\r\nCan we be free?[/tab]","plain_text":"[Intro]\nAb\n\n[Verse 1]\n\n\n\n\n\n[Verse 2]\n\n\n\n\n\n[Chorus]\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nCan we be free?\n\nAb Ab Gb E Eb\n\n[Verse 3]\n\n\n   and the way she smiled and smelled when she flipped her hair\n\n\n   and the pit inside your stomach when you found out she doesn't care\n\n\ntell her abuser that she will be alright?\n\n\n but forgot that you were dead inside\n\n[Pre-Chorus]\n\n\nand the world isn't so small\n\n\n\n[Chorus]\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nCan we be free?\n\n[Bridge]\nDb Db Cm Ab\nDb Db Cm Ab\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nYou were never\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n[Chorus]","chords":["Ab","Gb","E","Eb","Db","Cm"],"chord_diagrams":{"Cm":{"barres":[3],"baseFret":1,"fingers":[0,1,3,4,2,1],"frets":[-1,3,5,5,4,3]},"E":{"barres":[],"baseFret":1,"fingers":[0,2,3,1,0,0],"frets":[0,2,2,1,0,0]}}}