{"source":"Free Chord Book","source_url":"https://www.free-chords.com","license_note":"Free for personal use. Lyrics and compositions © their respective songwriters and publishers.","tab_id":2457192,"song":"Suicidal Thoughts","artist":"Josh A & Jake Hill","content_type":"chord","tab_type":"Chords","url":"https://www.free-chords.com/song/11502461-suicidal-thoughts-chords-by-josh-a-jake-hill/","api_url":"https://www.free-chords.com/api/v1/songs/2457192?type=chord","rating":4.53408,"votes":24,"content":"[Hook: Jake Hill]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                         [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die[/tab]\r\n[tab]     [ch]C[/ch]                          [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nJust wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright[/tab]\r\n[tab]          [ch]C[/ch]                [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nBut every day I feel like dying[/tab]\r\n[tab]       [ch]C[/ch]                [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nEvery day I feel like dying (dying...)[/tab]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Verse 1: Josh A]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]\r\nWhy do I even try?[/tab]\r\n[tab]          [ch]Am[/ch]                              [ch]C[/ch]                                            [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nWhy do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night[/tab]\r\n[tab]                     [ch]C[/ch]\r\nTrying to find a new outlet[/tab]\r\n\r\nThe devil pounced in\r\n[tab]            [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI hear him howling, my vision clouded[/tab]\r\n[tab]       [ch]C[/ch]\r\nMan I tried to escape but there ain't no way[/tab]\r\n[tab] [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nTry to be strong when I deal with the pain[/tab]\r\n[tab] [ch]C[/ch]                             [ch]Am[/ch]                           [ch]C[/ch]\r\n(yuh) Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options[/tab]\r\n[tab]                           [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nGonna work till' I'm dead[/tab]\r\n\r\nSo that they get the best\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                                       [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nDon't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up[/tab]\r\n[tab]                                   [ch]C[/ch]\r\nCan't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok[/tab]\r\n[tab]   [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nSo fuck suicide I'm here to stay[/tab]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chorus: Josh A]\r\n[tab]        [ch]C[/ch]\r\nTry to free my mind[/tab]\r\n[tab]        [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI don't know what's right[/tab]\r\n[tab]         [ch]C[/ch]                     [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nWasting all my time, trying to find the light[/tab]\r\n[tab]        [ch]C[/ch]\r\nTry to free my mind[/tab]\r\n[tab]         [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI don't know what's right[/tab]\r\n[tab]         [ch]C[/ch]                     [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nWasting all my time, trying to find the light[/tab]\r\n\r\n(nah, nah)\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                                  [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                           [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nGunning demons down find my way out of this cell now[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                                  [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                           [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nGunning demons down find my way out of this cell now[/tab]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Hook: Jake Hill]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                         [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die[/tab]\r\n[tab]     [ch]C[/ch]                          [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nJust wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright[/tab]\r\n[tab]          [ch]C[/ch]                [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nBut every day I feel like dying[/tab]\r\n[tab]       [ch]C[/ch]                [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nEvery day I feel like dying (dying...)[/tab]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Verse 2: Jake Hill]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]\r\nOne too many bad thoughts inside me[/tab]\r\n[tab]      [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nGot a hole in my heart put the past behind me[/tab]\r\n[tab]    [ch]C[/ch]                                             [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nI'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice[/tab]\r\n[tab]                     [ch]C[/ch]\r\nI guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always[/tab]\r\n[tab] [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nBarely standing, crawling down the hallways[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                      [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nSink into my bed, with death inside my head[/tab]\r\n[tab]            [ch]C[/ch]\r\n(Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it[/tab]\r\n[tab]      [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nJust wish I had a better sense of meaning[/tab]\r\n[tab]     [ch]C[/ch]\r\nNever meant to let you down[/tab]\r\n[tab]                   [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nI've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out[/tab]\r\n\r\n(Fuck)\r\n[tab]      [ch]C[/ch]                            [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nNever giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god[/tab]\r\n[tab]   [ch]C[/ch]                                     [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nI don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up[/tab]\r\n\r\nBut he called my bluff\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chorus: Josh A]\r\n[tab]        [ch]C[/ch]\r\nTry to free my mind[/tab]\r\n[tab]        [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI don't know what's right[/tab]\r\n[tab]         [ch]C[/ch]                     [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nWasting all my time, trying to find the light[/tab]\r\n[tab]        [ch]C[/ch]\r\nTry to free my mind[/tab]\r\n[tab]         [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI don't know what's right[/tab]\r\n[tab]         [ch]C[/ch]                     [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nWasting all my time, trying to find the light[/tab]\r\n\r\n(nah, nah)\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                                  [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                           [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nGunning demons down find my way out of this cell now[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                                  [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                           [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nGunning demons down find my way out of this cell now[/tab]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Hook: Jake Hill]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                         [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die[/tab]\r\n[tab]     [ch]C[/ch]                          [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nJust wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright[/tab]\r\n[tab]          [ch]C[/ch]                [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nBut every day I feel like dying[/tab]\r\n[tab]       [ch]C[/ch]                [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nEvery day I feel like dying (dying...)[/tab]\r\n[tab][ch]C[/ch]                         [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nI'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die[/tab]\r\n[tab]     [ch]C[/ch]                          [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nJust wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright[/tab]\r\n[tab]          [ch]C[/ch]                [ch]Am[/ch]\r\nBut every day I feel like dying[/tab]\r\n[tab]       [ch]C[/ch]                [ch]Em[/ch]\r\nEvery day I feel like dying (dying...)[/tab]","plain_text":"[Hook: Jake Hill]\n\n\n\n\n\n\n[Verse 1: Josh A]\n\n\n\n\nThe devil pounced in\n\n\n\n\n\n\nSo that they get the best\n\n\n\n\n\n[Chorus: Josh A]\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n(nah, nah)\n\n\n\n\n\n\n[Hook: Jake Hill]\n\n\n\n\n\n\n[Verse 2: Jake Hill]\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n(Fuck)\n\n\n\nBut he called my bluff\n\n\n[Chorus: Josh A]\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n(nah, nah)\n\n\n\n\n\n\n[Hook: Jake Hill]","chords":["C","Am","Em","A"],"chord_diagrams":{"Am":{"barres":[],"baseFret":1,"fingers":[0,0,2,3,1,0],"frets":[-1,0,2,2,1,0]},"C":{"barres":[],"baseFret":1,"fingers":[0,3,2,0,1,0],"frets":[0,3,2,0,1,0]},"Em":{"barres":[],"baseFret":1,"fingers":[0,2,3,0,0,0],"frets":[0,2,2,0,0,0]}}}